What I have found though is that as I become more comfortable with who I am and more aware of what I want, I just feel disinclined to do the things that are not of interest to me. The problem arises when these are things I have to do get done.
I am sitting at work with a big batch of typing in front of me to get done today with another lot coming my way shortly. Only thing is I just cannot get my brain to understand I have to do this, it’s just not interested in listening. Every time I start, my brain rebels and I end up back on the internet or typing posts for this blog.
I am going to have to do something about this. I could look for another job (and start all over again with probation, looking for a place to pray etc), but in the meantime the typing is not going anywhere.

i know the feeling, my brain dusnt like doing typing either so i thot il have a pack of crisps and a cake and read your blog instead... ;o)
ReplyDeleteOi FS, you're too young to rebel, you have years of donkey-work left in you yet, get back on the hamster wheel (where's my cake?)
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