Sunday 4 August 2013

Ramadan Journal 2013: Day 24 – Watching

I had a think about this prompt and I realised that despite my best efforts to be in the moment and be more mindful, I am usually moving too fast and trying too much to think ahead to do much watching.  I can’t watch TV, because we don’t have one.

So what do I watch the most – probably over time, it is my tongue.  I live with my heart on my sleeve and I am a very open kind of person.  I am not scared of connecting with people or reaching out to people.  I have always been quick to voice my opinion or persuade people of my point of view.

But more and more, I don’t feel the need.  I can see the value of shutting my big mouth (my sisters all think I talk too much, they always tell me I ruin their family photos because my mouth is always open as I am in the middle of talking).  I can see the value of listening to others, of letting them take their time and get to the good stuff that they know and think.

I am also starting to find out how good it is to watch your tongue in your personal relationships.  Mum-in-law has been here for about two and a half months and we haven’t squabbled, I just smile and stay quiet.  When hubby does or says something to annoy me, I stay quiet and tell myself it’s no big deal, there is no malice, let it go.

I have come across various versions of the quote below and these words really make a lot of sense to me.  Every time I want to say something, I tell myself I might regret saying something, but never in my life have I regretted holding my tongue.

"I have often regretted my speech, never my silence" ~ Publilius Syrus (Roman Writer, 100 BC)


So as I get older, I am learning to watch my tongue and it is with relief and with benefit.  I no longer feel the need to fill every silence with senseless chatter and I find myself empowered by letting myself stay calm during awkward silent moments and letting the other person squirm.

2 comments:

  1. So true! Silence is always golden.

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  2. We really should meet one day. I have the same problem. I LOVE to talk. I have so far only met one person who talks more than I do...my number 3 son, who just turned 10 last Friday. :) There are times when talking a lot can be good. There are times when shutting up can be good. The trick is knowing the difference.

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